The Fear

As cheesy and lame as it sounds...

I'm scared of lonely.


I don't give a damn if i go through the day to day routines all alone.

I'm just scared of knowing that when I go home after a long day,
there's nobody for me to talk to.

And I don't want just anybody to talk to.
I want someone who gets it.
Someone I'm comfortable with.

I just realized that one of my biggest fear is not having somebody like that around.


I never thought of that about myself.


I guess in a way it makes me an attention whore.