Sunday, August 23, 2009


I started to think of all these things in my life...


Nothing stays the same.
Changes, changes, changes.

Everything mattered only for a moment
and then it doesn't anymore....blah blah blah.

I think I'm in denial of the fact that I'm depressed.
Ok, that didn't make sense.

I just know that I'm fucked up.
My family, my friendship issues, relationship issues, school, bills, car...
Everything is fucked up coz I'm the person who fucked it up.

And now.
I'm stuck here.
going NOWHERE.

I hope something hits me and I can make it all better by the end of the year.
Or I'll just shoot myself.
With a gun, not a camera.


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