'7' to dial out

My Favorite Music Videos of ALL TIME.

2009-10-05T23:55:00.000-07:00

5. Radiohead - Just.

just...just...just AMAZING and creepy at the same time...

4. Janet Jackson - Rock With U

the lighting, the choreography... pure genius.

3. Beyoncé - Upgrade U.

It's hard to pick a fav out of all the Beyoncé videos. But I'd say my favorite is this one because I can relate to the song personally...plus I love the gold and the diamonds and all that.

2. Madonna - Vogue

just look great and dance, you will feel good.

1. Michael Jackson - Leave Me Alone

This video didn't directly inspire me at first. It first got to somebody else. And he told me, "why don't you make collages?" This video is just brilliant with all the symbolisms.

To My Love

2009-10-05T23:52:00.001-07:00

"I know, my dear Watson, that you share my love of all that is bizarre and outside the conventions and humdrum routines of everyday life."

- Sherlock Holmes.

Upgrade.

2009-10-03T15:34:00.000-07:00

from 34A to 34B.

and due to the fact that i've been hitting the gym since may, i've became more bootylicious.

The Passive Aggressive Statement

2009-10-02T23:14:00.001-07:00

Seriously,

fuck all that hipster shit.

The Feedback

2009-09-26T02:29:00.000-07:00

the first visitor of my newly re-dec'ed-out room is a cricket.

Shawty Snappin

2009-09-23T18:12:00.000-07:00

Shawty got class.
oh BEHAVE.

I'm buying Rachelle ramen.
I got monayyy in the baaaannnnk.

1 thing.

2009-09-22T08:18:00.001-07:00

There are things you just could not possibly picture yourself doing.

for me, THAT, is one of them.

Self-Acknowledgement.

2009-09-17T12:49:00.000-07:00

E: shane, you're a pretty unique person.

Me: why's that?

E: coz most people just do whatever their friends do. but you're just you. you just do your own thang.

Me: Well, in my case, I have no friends. So i kind of have to figure things out on my own. knowhatimsayin?

The Fear

2009-09-15T23:09:00.000-07:00

As cheesy and lame as it sounds...

I'm scared of lonely.

I don't give a damn if i go through the day to day routines all alone.

I'm just scared of knowing that when I go home after a long day,
there's nobody for me to talk to.

And I don't want just anybody to talk to.
I want someone who gets it.
Someone I'm comfortable with.

I just realized that one of my biggest fear is not having somebody like that around.

I never thought of that about myself.

I guess in a way it makes me an attention whore.

"What's for Dinner?"

2009-08-31T18:22:00.000-07:00

When I was a kid, I couldn't understand why
Grandma would ask herself that question throughout the whole day.
It seemed like she always struggles with that questions.
So she walks around the house and repeat the question non-stop,
maybe there's some interludes when she sings.

"What's for dinner?"
As a child,
I was always so scared to make a suggestion.
Yet I was always hoping she would decide on something like
dumplings, or fried chicken, or korean bbq,
or chicken with mushrooms,
or pork with glass noodles.

"What's for dinner?"
The question sounded rather dull to me
when it was my parents turn to answer this question.
Dinner was rarely good for me when i was a tweenager.
My parents were pretty bad cooks when it comes to a lot of things.

Tonight, as a twenty,
I'm asking myself
"What's for dinner?"
Beef pad-sew, or spicy spaghetti?
Beef chow fun. or chicken fried rice?
Sushi or korean bbq?
Lucky Boys or the Hat?
Tacos?
for snacks, but not for din.
Yogurtland?
for dessert, maybe.
In-n-out?
cheap, fast, and good.
but that means
I'll have to run for 4 hours
just to burn off all that.

Fuck, I'll just go to subway.
If I find another extra 20 dollars,
I'll drive to venice for a margarita.

The Un-heard-of

2009-08-31T17:30:00.000-07:00

"Are you happy?"

who on earth would ask me that?

well, some folks from my "past life" asked me that question a few times on an eventful saturday night.
They're from another planet. Or maybe I'm from another planet.

"Yes." I said it coz I thought I had to. A few seconds later, I realized that I am actually happy.
"Yes. I am happy. Yeah, it's great to do what I love. Not everyone gets to do that."
At that moment, it felt like I've never felt happier.

What made me the happiest was I realized how much I've changed in the past couple years and how much I've changed again in 45 minutes.

"When you look at everything, it all just seem so.....silly. All of them, except for what you do for a living."

Grand Slam.

2009-08-24T04:39:00.001-07:00

It started with a door.
And it ended with a door.

I Should've Known Better.

2009-08-24T01:47:00.001-07:00

"Always print out your work while art directing. You won't see the problem unless you print it out."

that's an art center rule.

I think it relates to more than just art direction.
I see it applying to relationship as well.

Problems don't always scream at you.
Sometimes you won't think it's a problem until you get it in front of you.

And....Now.

2009-08-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

I started to think of all these things in my life...

Karma.

Nothing stays the same.
Changes, changes, changes.

Everything mattered only for a moment
and then it doesn't anymore....blah blah blah.

I think I'm in denial of the fact that I'm depressed.
Ok, that didn't make sense.

I just know that I'm fucked up.
My family, my friendship issues, relationship issues, school, bills, car...
Everything is fucked up coz I'm the person who fucked it up.

And now.
I'm stuck here.
going NOWHERE.

I hope something hits me and I can make it all better by the end of the year.
Or I'll just shoot myself.
With a gun, not a camera.

F.M.L.

please ignore my nonsense. unsubscribe/report/kill me if you want to.

ARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHH

2009-08-18T21:10:00.000-07:00

i'm so bored.

i literally screamed while i was driving today.

i'm so fucking bored.

gimme someone to kill.

Sweet.

2009-08-15T10:39:00.001-07:00

I kissed a girl.
And I loved it.

hmm.

2009-08-10T14:00:00.000-07:00

今天早上起來找到的這個video.

我很小時後就經常聽邓儷郡的歌。
so in a way this song is always in the back of my head.

但是我今天早上突然發現
這首歌最能表達我心裡的想法。

我就把這首歌放的超大聲，
然後大聲的跟著唱。

他在洗澡。
大概也聽不到。
就算是聽到了
也聽不懂。

可是我唱的是他。

“認時光匆匆流去
我識在乎你。”

我覺得就算是
我告訴他這首歌的意思
他也不會理解。

但是我不在乎。
我大概是喜歡這種感覺。
也許是我習慣了。

自從大概一個多月前
他說他會永遠在我身邊
我覺得這份感情終於
比之前的真實多了。
他也很努力的
在給我理由去相信這份感情。

我不知道如果我從來沒有遇見他
我的生活會怎樣。
我識知道當他走進我生命中得那一刻
我就知道我不可能錯過他。

“所以我求求你
別讓我離開你。
除了你
我不能感到
一絲絲情意。”

What's What.

2009-07-25T03:39:00.000-07:00

just to keep some people staying politically correct: not only i know how to write a blog, i also know how to post a video. :p

if i were a thug, i would probably be like damn i wish i wrote this song.

so feeling tupac right now.

this song makes me want to quit art center and become a thug.

Talking Talking Talking Talk.

2009-07-24T10:28:00.001-07:00

knock it off, bitch.

are you gonna bark all day, or are you gonna fucking bite?!

Sorry.

2009-07-20T15:07:00.000-07:00

I deleted a friend off my facebook just now.

It's all because his profile picture is just....well, let's just say, unbearable. I tried. But it really makes me wanna puke after seeing it appear again and again on my friends list.

what's up with the man-make up? if it were a good job, i'd like it. but it's just so bad. i don't think Jesus would approve at all.

J.Crew

2009-07-13T06:05:00.000-07:00

is working women/men's louis vitton/dior/dolce & gabbana/chanel.

According to Christian, J.Crew is a store you would go to if you don't wanna look at your picture 20 years from now on and then you go like "oh my gosh, what the hell was i wearing?". Another way to say it is J.Crew prevents fashion regrets.

personally I think they have couple pieces of cool stuff every season. however i've grown a bit tired of it coz it always plays so cleverly safe. But that's the point, you'll look classy instead of slutty. It doesn't give you much street cred but it definitely adds up your "production value". As from Will Farrell's Anchorman, you'll look like kind of a big deal. Yet you're not even spending ridiculously amount of money.

no, sasha fierce. you'll never find a freakum dress from this store.

it's perfect for gifts for moms/dads/in-laws bribing since its so stylishly conservative.

also loved by grown women who stays classy not "klassy".

i don't know why it's called J.Crew. That just sounds like a 80's rap group to me. J.Crew. J's crew. who's j? and why would i wanna be in j's crew?

alright. i get it. it's the cool crew, so it doesn't matter who the hell j is.

Don't Think Too Highly of Yourself, you freaking hipster.

2009-07-10T23:12:00.000-07:00

i have a love and hate relationship with hipsters.

i love them because they always inspire me in everyway.

i hate them because they think they're so artistic and they know so much about art, and it pisses me off when some of them actually don't know shit. and a lot of them are fucking balling. that's why they have all the time in the world to party and be hipsters.

ok, we get it. you're a hipster. and you know how to pose. you have a million dollar living room filled with the smell of west hollywood interior design firms. and you bought sculptures from japan. you know they're made in china, right? i bet you cheated the decorations by buying them from urban outfitters. you live and breathe their products because that makes you more artistic. aren't you fucking smart?!

you live a happy life and you are not afraid to express yourself, that's what your pointy shoes are telling me.

o, now you're outside of your fucking estate? how long did it take you from your living room #16 to your beautiful outdoor patio #5? i bet that's a fucking long walk. but you don't mind because you think eating whole foods organic fruit while walking is how you appreciate life.

and yes, making your backyard look exactly like getty center does help with the whole concept of "being more artistic." o and you get a view of downtown LA? does it help with spotting all the parties? or it is some performance art that you love to watch? whats up with the outfit? gay hipster fresh prince of bel air??

get over yourself, you fucking hipster. those american apparel briefs are no good for your penis.

Diva.

2009-07-09T10:13:00.000-07:00

two years ago, when this commercial came on tv, I decided exactly who I want to be.

And it hasn't changed at all.

The Approval.

2009-07-06T04:19:00.000-07:00

"You're starting to see things, sunshine."

I was talking to someone about

how you just can't be so fucking wishy washy

and how you just can't be so fucking serious with everything in life.

yet..

I get so caught up, and scared shitless

in this deja vu that wasn't supposed to be in my life

at the first place.

yea, the point is i'm only starting to see things.

Hey, you.

2009-06-29T13:52:00.001-07:00

don't hate the player.

hate the game.

Musical Chair

2009-06-29T12:02:00.000-07:00

I'm happy for Michael that he passed away.

"I'll hit the bottom, and escape" Frontman of Radiohead had said it.

The King of Pop was treated like shit when he was alive. He was in pain, in debt, and in nothing but trouble. It wasn't all the media's or whoever else's fault. The man himself could've rise above all that. But too bad he didn't.

So he definitely hit his bottom and found his escape. His music lives on just like all other legends.

Once again, this also proves how awesome Madonna is. She did whatever was needed to be done to stay awesome.

Beyoncé and Britney all need to take notes.

Small Things

2009-06-27T21:37:00.001-07:00

i've spent a quiet large part of my life trying to figure out what's the key to a successful relationship/friendship/partnership/whatever-ship.

now after parting my ways with two of the friends that were closest to me for years, i figured it out: it's the small things. it's always the smallest things.

we've had our big ups and downs. but those big tensions, you get over them. you talk them over or do whatever it takes to make it up.

but it's always those smallest things. like some things they've said or somethings i've done, that when it happened, you're like o well it doesn't matter whatever. but at a point the small things adds up. and from these small things, you find out about what this person really thinks about you.

it's always those small things. i've found out all the key answers to the relationship/friendship problems by looking back at these small things. because once you start looking into them, nothing is trivial.

Performance Art.

2009-06-25T10:54:00.000-07:00

I couldn't stop laughing at what I've been doing lately. It's some kind of a joke.

My life is insane. It's almost too insane to be true. What surprises me the most is the fact that I'm completely okay with it. I almost feel like I'm just doing it for a laugh.

Life isn't always so serious. I don't always take everything so seriously. Maybe that's just me. I've come to a point where I just wanna say "Fuck you" to the idea of what's right and what's wrong, and say hello to the idea of what works for me and what doesn't.

It might sound kind of sad but I just realized that the people I've always been looking up all have one thing in common: they ALWAYS put themselves first and the only thing that goes through their head is their own little world. I've always used to be the person who get myself into their heads and "get inspired". In the past I got into this whole wishy washy shit of "knowing thyself" and "what's wrong and what's right". And that didn't work for me because the people that I looked up to only did what's good for them and they always will do what's good for them. So now I've realized this and I've graduated from that school and I've now became my own master.

I'm just so over caring about what other may think/feel/whatever about me. I really don't give a shit. I don't give a shit not because I think I'm too good for opinions. It's just I'm personally over hearing things. I really dont give a shit about what you say about what I do. Because at the end of the day, you can keep saying whatever you wanna say and I'll sit at home, chilling and knowing that I've gotten what I wanted.

“I'm tough, ambitious, and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay.” - Madonna

Not True

2009-06-23T14:55:00.000-07:00

Things Mom never let me believed in:

Santa Claus

Unicorn

Disney Princesses + their fairy tales with their Princes

fairy tales

tooth fairy

monsters

ghosts

red shoes that takes you to some fantasy place.

Superman

other super heroes like ultraman

any form of fantasy stories and characters.

everytime i see those things listed above on TV, Mom would always tell me:"you know those things are not real, right?"

good mothers let their children know the truth.

Word of Advise

2009-06-23T11:50:00.001-07:00

my cousin was talking to me last night about some family business.

"our aunt is looking into buying a house in the suburb. so she can do some gardening with both of the front and backyard. she was talking about it while all of us were having dinner.

"all of a sudden grandma bursted out and said:'you'll regret it.'"

the same night, grandma couldn't fall asleep because she couldn't stop thinking of all those dreadful thoughts of a life in the suburbs.

Uh-Oh.

2009-06-22T08:33:00.000-07:00

you'll see yourself become the person who hurted you the most.

just wait and see.

Big Ego

2009-06-21T19:38:00.000-07:00

"it's too big,

it's too wide,

it's too strong,

it won't fit.."

she's talking about some guy's ego?

really?

i love guys who think they're a bit too cool for the everyday stuff, and always appreciates things that are a bit different and more refined. Not only it motivates me to better myself (sort of like the thrill of the chase), but also makes me really wonder if they really have the goods to back it up.

Just Dance

2009-06-21T01:25:00.000-07:00

I've always liked Gene Kelly and his movies. I think he's got the smile that can cure AIDS. I don't think any dude's style can ever be as classy as his.

People with a good attitude always inspire me. Life is just as good as you want it to be. I don't get why everyone is always so sad.

Sketches

2009-06-19T12:02:00.000-07:00

i never said i was an illustrator.

don't hate the player, hate the game.

right?

Leave Shane Doggy Dog Alone.

2009-06-18T06:13:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson - Leave Me Alone
Uploaded by sofresh305. - Explore more music videos.

best music video of all time.

I can't remember where it all started. But now I sort of end up as the ending of the video. I was an amusement park. And they just keep adding whatever they wish onto me. Until one day, it all just tumbled down as I stand up.

don't come and knock on my door if all you want from me is just another thrill. i'd rather you fess up than playing lame games with me.

Leave me alone. I don't have time for your shits. I go to Art Center. The Dot tells you to fuck off.

That's What He Said...

2009-06-15T19:58:00.000-07:00

"Do you want me to sit next to you for today?"

"You have VERY piercing eyes. like a night hawk, looking right through me."

all quotes by Kevin Moore, 5th term transportation design student from Art Center College of Design.

Things to Remember:

2009-06-15T00:38:00.000-07:00

1. people with brown eyes are unpredictable.

2. people with small ears tend to lie more often than people with bigger ears

Where the Wild Things Are

2009-06-15T00:16:00.000-07:00

I love everything about The Hangover; the story, the jokes, the art direction, the casting, the social commentary/satire and the baby (Carlos/Taylor). it's just amazing.

On my way out of the theater, I heard a lot of women complaining how stupid or how gross the movie is. Grab your dude and watch a chick flick to make it even, stop bitching.

It looks like the guys had a lot of fun working on this movie. I wish I made this movie. I wish I'm a guy so I can get so fucked up in Vegas and tell them fucking annoying bitches what's what.

I'm wild at heart.

Daybreak

2009-06-13T23:23:00.000-07:00

it was fun.

i love surprises. most of all, i love surprising myself.

i keep thinking about it.

maybe again, soon? i just can't wait.

Oh Oh Oh Ooh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh Oooh

2009-06-11T14:24:00.001-07:00

I take my life seirously.

I just don't take myself that seriously.

46.

2009-06-09T10:32:00.000-07:00

hello, johnny.

happy birthday!!!

it's been almost 4 years since I've been obsessed with you. One day you will be mine.

love,

Shane.

A Little Piece of Heaven.

2009-06-09T02:41:00.000-07:00

There's hardly anyone around me.
Just me, the machine, my heartbeat and my music.

It's 1am.

Everytime I sweat so much out of me.
My steps are my accomplishments.
I'm my only focus.

No bullshit.
Just my little piece of heaven
that I'm walking on,
while waiting for the time
when earth shall be as one.

Your Love

2009-06-03T19:10:00.001-07:00

"Can't sleep with a man dims my shine." - Lady Gaga

Amen, Sista.

2009-06-02T11:48:00.000-07:00

epiphany

2009-06-02T11:03:00.000-07:00

never say goodbye to your past,
just tell it to fuck off.

play with what's around.

make your own future.

You Know What

2009-05-21T14:39:00.000-07:00

you are awesome. fucking awesome.

yea the whole world owes you bunch of stuff.

yea you deserve so much better.

you are awesome. i'm fucking cheap shit.

i don't deserve to be around you.

it's all my fault. i'm so fucking sorry for not being on the same page, better yet, on YOUR page.

fuck you. i don't need your fucking attitude.

seriously the last thing i need is some shit face with that fucking "i deserve to be treated so much better" attitude, and the drama that comes alone with it.

keep thinking about how much the world owes you. keep thinking while i run for my life.

YES.

2009-05-20T01:25:00.000-07:00

All my lovely dudes are about to be on the big silverscreen.

First Johnny Depp,

Now RDJ.

Seductive

2009-05-19T03:54:00.000-07:00

Megan Fox by Greg Williams

"Disruption, by definition, challenges the recipient's pattern of expectation. It forces cognitive involvement and leads to closure of the intended message. Tactile disruption, however, adds a mysteriously powerful dimension, suggesting that the most seductive way to touch someone is to ensure they can touch you back." - Jean Marie Dru

Shady.

2009-05-12T02:44:00.001-07:00

Karen Walker Eyewear

Sounds good.

2009-05-12T01:24:00.001-07:00

The Reason.

2009-05-11T17:43:00.000-07:00

Trapped

2009-05-11T13:39:00.000-07:00

Again.

This is the best jail on earth.

Magic Once More.

2009-05-07T21:07:00.000-07:00

leave me alone

just. stop. dogging me around.

my favorite music video of all time. mj is the shit.

Magic

2009-05-07T01:42:00.000-07:00

Great fun of Chinese culture and technology.

Hearbreak

2009-05-06T16:06:00.000-07:00

5 songs for you, my dear.

Justin Timberlake - New Music - More Music Videos

Beyoncé - New Music - More Music Videos

Rihanna - New Music - More Music Videos

it's funny that when i think about the "good times" that i've had with you, i still love the you that i loved, not the you that you actually are.

i still thank you for the illusion that you've created for me to be so in love with. without that illusion of you, i would never be where i am at today. this you that you've made just for me will always be in my heart, and will always be the love of my life.

but the real you is a person i would never ever shed a tear for.

so goodbye to you. and hello to me.

I Lost Myself.

2009-05-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

The Importance of Being Alone

2009-05-04T20:38:00.000-07:00

this is how i feel, after i found all the missing pieces to complete the puzzle.

but now i know how it feels like to love somebody, and how it should feel when one is loved. now i know what faith is. now i know what commitment is.

now i get to know more of who i am, and who i want to be. after knowing who you really are.

now i've hit the bottom, and i've found my escape.

晛

2009-04-30T19:01:00.000-07:00

is my Chinese name.

it means the appearance of the sun, after the rain, the clouds, the dark night.

they all say you'll grow into your own name. i never really believed it much until right now.

After the storm, I'm the harbor you can land on.

After the darkest of the night, I'm the morning you wake up to.

After the torture of the desert, I'm the tropical beach you can sit by and sip pina colada while watching me dancing, smiling at you.

"I'm a tree that grows heart, one for each that you take." - Bjork.

But where were you when the tree needed water?

"you hurt me so much, but when i'm around you you make me feel so much better." loser said it. loser said it to another loser when i was crying, breaking down, dying. losers turned to the other loser coz i don't mean shit.

“答应我，就算我醒来没有白昼，你不会像他们一样不肯说出感受。告诉我，在我最软弱的时候，你伸出过左手还是右手？” －王力宏

你在我身边是因为你不肯爱。你在我身边是因为你爱怕了。你再我身边是因为你不能再爱了。

我不再会去奢求你的爱。你也别再期待你的港湾。

我是一个你永远去不起的豪华度假区。我再怎么给你优惠券，你还是去不起。

am i too plain? too simple? too naive? so that everyone around me seems to have dark clouds.

i'm sunshine. so i guess i'm just supposed to shine on everyone else because i don't need anything from anyone. i guess i'm just there for the party to enjoy.

just watch me burn.

I FEEL GOOD!!

2009-04-30T00:58:00.001-07:00

even better than James Brown.

It feels good when the mysterious floating objects comes to life, in front of your very own eyes.

"Whether it's a black cat or a white cat, as long as it catches rats, it's a good cat." - Deng XiaoPing.

UPDATE: I'VE SEEN THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN. AND IT LOOKS..... TERRIFYING!!!

NEWEST UPDATE: I'M STEPPING TOWARDS THE TOP OF THE MOUNTAIN!!!

UPDATE #3: Suddenly, I see.

Britney Spears - New Music - More Music Videos

it's more than just a pop song to me. it's very very special to me in a very very twisted. fucked up way.

as more and more fragments falls onto me and cuts into my skin, life only gets better and juicier.

none of you can see what i see.

only time will unfold all the mysteries behind the closed doors, locked phones, private profiles, email inboxes....

"Aye, Beavis, check this out...This chick got a tattoo of our BUTT!"

2009-04-30T00:11:00.000-07:00

uhhhh huh huh.... uhhhh huh huh...huh huh....

that's cool.

next time, she should tattoo our butts on her boobs. uhh huh huh...like, on the top of the mountain or something... uhhh huh huh....that'd be cool...

uhh huh huh..huh huh....

Historically Huge

2009-04-29T23:56:00.000-07:00

Client: Cheetos
Agency: Goodby, Silverstein & Partners
CD/Partner: Jamie Barrett
Group Creative Director: Rick Condos,
Hunter Hindman
ACD/Copywriter: Hart Rusen
ACD/Art Director: Marc Sobier

Wiseman

2009-04-28T20:04:00.000-07:00

The Treatment

2009-04-28T04:22:00.001-07:00

I recently became a fan of LUSH Cosmetics.

Last week I accidentally walked into their Pasadena Store, got a hand treatment. The girl scrubbed my hand with the Buffy bar. And it just felt great. Everything is organic and handmade. And I just LOVED how glowy and soft my skin was after the treatment. I didn't get anything then and there because I thought the price was a bit high.

The other day I was at Santa Monica. One of the LUSH girls came out of the store and gave me a 10 dollar LUSH gift card that I could use with a purchase. I was like ok awesome. I walked in, got some more hand treatment and played with some more of their products. I've never ever been this girly before. But this time I just felt like it's cool to be a girl and get to play with all their products while pampering myself. Thanks to Maggie.

I stopped my this soap called Sexy Peel. It's basically a citrusy soap with orange peel bits in there. It smelled so amazing I had to get a piece of that. And so I did. : )

And there's Buffy. Felt so goddamn fucking good. I ended up spending 11 dollars on that so I could get my piece of Sexy Peel for free.

Total came out to be around 12 bucks, including tax. I got 2 pieces of soaps to play with in the shower. As soon as I got home I just jumped right into my shower and played with them. They smelled so great I felt like I don't even have to spend money on air fresheners anymore. When I came out of the shower, my skin was GLOWINGGGGGG and so effing soft. I couldn't keep my hands off from myself.

Ads of the Olden Days

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I'm obsessed with these old ads! Everyone is soooo happy. And most of all, all they tell you is: as a woman, all you have to do is to please your husband and kids!!

BAGGU

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Baggu, nylon reusable shopping bag, $8 a pop.

They come in little pouches. All kinds of colors and patterns, too.

Press It.

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Reason #107 to visit Brazil.

Happy Early Birthday.

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to Maggie.

Me, Evan, and bunch of other peeps threw her a surprise party at the Yardhouse. The food was tight, as usual. What's cool is the surprise part. Basically for the whole week I stayed at Mag's place I had to message Evan and plan how to bring Mag there. All the actions were taken when Mag's taking a shower, outside of the house, sleeping, peeing, pooping... anyways you get the idea. The actual day I had to go to her house and kidnap her to the Yardhouse, coz otherwise she wouldn't go.

Her birthday is the on the 30th. We are planning to go to disneyland or something. Or maybe I should really kidnap her as a birthday surprise.

It did happen.

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(Duane Michals, This Photograph is My Proof)

Beyoncé Worshipping

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A lot of times I find myself trying to be this Sasha Fierce, Beyoncé, whoever this woman is. Whenever I look at her, I just think to myself: this is how a woman should be. this is the woman I want to be.

A lot of times I fail when I attempt to do things her way.

That's what makes me want to go back and just worship her. Because I am not her.

Maybe one day, hopefully, I could wind up like her or somewhere around the ballpark. But I don't think I'll worship her anymore once I get to that point.

Beyoncé found her inner super-heroin, Sasha Fierce.

I'm slowing finding out who I am, and who my inner super-heroin is.

Muah.

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Soulja Boy Tell'em - New Music - More Music Videos

We love recession music.

It's just never serious. Never epic. Never legendary. Never trying too hard.

Just having some fun.

I'm...

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here.

and i don't know why.

(photographs by Kate Bernauer)

Loose.

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Jamie Foxx - New Music - More Music Videos

I fell in love with this song.

We love recession music. It's all about drinking, clubbing, dancing, sexxxing, and the fantasy of money.

Nighty Knight

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i just don't want to sleep.

because i'm on break.

because i get to do all the things i wanna do besides of art center.

not saying i don't like art center. art center is my love. my boyfriend. my husband. my wife. my kid. my everything.

but for these three weeks. everything else will be my temporary everything.

if i don't sleep. these 3 weeks will be longer. and i can savor it.

being on facebook 24/7,
fixing my blog's layout,
collecting cool images,
collaging,
commercializing my collages,
packing my dvds,
mailing my dvds,
shopping,
yogurtlanding,
museum-visiting,
disneylanding,
pool partying,
la cabaña-ing,
blogging,
lip gloss shopping,
manicure,
pedicure,
clubbing,
living,
breathing,
spacing...

MANet.

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Manet is my favorite painter. nuff said.

Mag says the olden days, artists focused on what's around them; that's what made everything they created special and meaningful. nowadays, artists, designers, photographers go out of their ways to surround themselves with things that shock themselves, and hoping that those things will shock their audience.

"i doubt our grand kids will think what we have is so damn cool", she said.

all i can say is: word.

Lady.

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Olympia, Edouard Manet, 1863

Guy Bourdin, ????

Did women change?

"Because WE LOVE MAKING MOVIES"

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when is QT gonna make a movie with my hubby Johnny Depp?

fuck brad pitt.

Quicker

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<a href="http://www.joost.com/08202wi/t/Madonna-Ray-Of-Light-Video">Madonna - Ray Of Light (Video)</a>

it's not my favorite madonna song, but it's my favorite madonna video.

sometimes i wonder when i'll get out of here. sometimes i wonder when i'll live like i'm flying.

i want to live fast. i want to move fast.

i just don't want to stay the same.

Petit.

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La Maison en Petit Cubes. Academy Award winner for short animation.

Jesus.

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Da Vinci said something about the closest profession of being God is being an artist.

I don't care what Jesus think about my ads. They're ads for people. So he's not the targeted audience.

But when i'm doing photography and collages, I wonder what he thinks.

I'm not religious. I just wonder what the hippie God thinks sometimes.

Last, First.

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"shane, it's so funny how you just kinda always leave it up to others and have them decide." - Maggie Wang

sometimes i think i'm horrible at controlling my own life, so i just put it on auto pilot, or other-pilot. all of a sudden, i wonder what Jesus thinks about this.